CONTENT WARNING:depression / themes of emptiness
mentions of suicide ideation & self harm
abyss girl. …………..………. x
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ who is this irresistible creature who has an insatiable love for the dead? ✴︎˖° .
- adult. any pronouns are fine.
- eng/pol.
- chronic insomniac & astronomy enthusiast. these are related.
- i might post my poetry sometimes.
⏾⋆ Display Persona:
⏾⋆ Last Seen Listening To:
Dead by The Birthday Massacre
⏾⋆ Latest Journal Entries:
Last updated: ��/��/����i dont think i feel anything anymore. im so numb all the time. every smile is faked and every laugh is empty. there is a void in my chest that keeps growing and growing and its going to consume me whole soon. nothing i used to like is interesting to me anymore. every moment of happiness or satisfaction feels fleeting. every good thing that happens makes me feel nothing. every bad thing that happens makes me feel nothing. not even cutting myself does anything for me anymore. every morning i wake up feeling even more exhausted than the day before. i dont know why i feel like this. i have everything i could ever want: loving friends, straight A’s, excessive success. but none of it feels fulfilling in any way. is there even anything left in me? everything just seems meaningless. i dont see a point in existing anymore. i want to be a part of the cosmos. i feel so empty.
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CONTENT WARNING:violent/destructive thoughts
self hatred
emotional dysregulation
mentions of self harm, suicide, and drugs
POISONOUS GIRL …………. x
▀▄▀▄ TURN BACK, EVACUATE, YOUR LIFE’S IN DANGER. ▀▄▀▄
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- 9teen it xe he she+neos label hoarder
- freakish masc w/ hundreds of issues. take caution <3
- im kind of a bitch on here dont take it personally lmao
☠︎︎ Display Persona:
☠︎︎ Last Seen Listening To:
LOVESICK, CANNIBAL! by femtanyl
☠︎︎ Latest Journal Entries:
Last updated: ��/��/����GOD ITS GENUINELY SO MADDENING HOW SHITTY I REALLY AM fuckckck im such a bad person and nobody can even fucking see it???? i was such a horrible person when i was younger i hurt and lashed out at and ghosted and abandoned so many people and i STILL DO AND STILL AM and i never got any true punishment for it and i NEED that punishment and yet rveruone else STILL believes theres actually sometning good in me????? ive ALWAYS been evil theres NEVER been any good in me i only ever remember being evil evil evil and im just FUCKING. LYING. ALL THE TIME. im lying to everyone around me im faking that im a good person and they cant see that im not which makes me eveb MORE evil!!!! im just waitiny for the day everyone gets their shit together and realizes im never getting better and gives up on me for good!!!!!!i dont even TRY to act like im good anymore i just waste away in my room and slit my wrists or something. i wnana kill myslf but im too selfish and too much of a coward to ever di that even tho it’d do everyone a favor in the long run lollll if only i could get my hands on drugs then maybe i could deal with all this shit. god i wish i wantrd to get better but i think all thats left for me is either this or suicide lmao LMAO wtevr
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